My Happy Ending

My Happy Ending wasn't so happy.

I thought it'd be happy

But not at all.

I thought, it'd stay like this forever with you.

But I was wrong.

I cried when you lied to me.

you lied to my heart and my being.

you lied to the person who thought of you as a friend.

you lied to me, whom you knew it was well.

I don't know what happened.

it was a mess, a crash.

But since I loved you,

I'll keep it like that.

I don't want to get hurt,

I don't want to hurt you.

I don't want anything,

but to be with you.

But it wasn't what I'd imagine,

what I envisioned to be.

Because this ending,

wasn't all that happy for me.

Yet all sincere and great,

I'll accept this pain.

Since after a month,

I bid you farewell.

I smiled the last time,

on my phone I say.

"It's not friendship,

but just a civil act"

I accept all pains.

all miseries from the past.

I don't care anymore,

and just move on at last.

Because when I wrote this down,

My feelings for you were gone.

It wasn't all that it seem,

but I hope you knew it was me.

Yet no matter what happened,

No matter how many times

I go back in time to the past,

the result will be the same.

It's a test I failed.
I have nothing more to say.

Just give me back

the past I wrecked.

I'll have my guardians sign it,

let them know of it.

How much I tried to pass it,

But really it wasn't enough.

But don't worry about me,

Because when I wrote this down, 

I wasn't crying or anything.

I even felt fresh about it.

Because as you say,

it's all civil act.

For the sake of the rest

and for ours, too.

I don't know why, 

but I can't stop an end

to this odd little poem

that doesn't even rhyme. 

Here's my last word

to everyone who have hurt me

and whom I've hurt.

in return for a simple a favor: 

I hope to see you

while I smile.

while I live and

ask for a real Happy Ending.

After all, I don't believe in Fairy tales.